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Making dirty money, yo, this sh** is so degrading. Tired of being broke, gotta start acting shady. Chasing all my dreams, but I don't know where it's gon' take me Got a big heart, but my heart's slowly breaking. I see my own reflection, and I swear I f**in' hate me, I said I swear I f**in' hate me I still battle with depression on a daily. I can't decide what the f** am I here for, I'm doing what I love but my heart's still sore. This poetry is all I have when I feel deprived, I grab my pad and my pen, and I feel revived I'm so lost in my dreams don't know what is real. And I'm sorry, I'm truly sorry for the way I feel "Jay, you gon' be just fine, you just gotta give it time, find your peace of mind."īut you don't understand the tears that I shed, sometimes I just cry only wishing I was dead. I'm so depressed and I feel ashamed, popping pills everyday so I don't feel the pain, but I don't say sh**, I don't ever say sh**, cause every time I try it's like I hear the same sh** I'm desperate, can somebody come and save me? Cause lately I've been close to the f**in' edge, so many suicidal thoughts in my f**ing head The past is the past, but I can't let it go, and it breaks me, I swear this sh** f**ing breaks me
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So much weight on my chest, I feel so alone, don't know how to express the stress in my heart the wounds in my soul